My dear have been behaving funny since last wednesday when he left my place with a frown,he refused to pick my calls nor call me and did not bother to come to my place.I thought it was a joke initially because i cant understand why somebody of his status and maturity should be that petty.For crying out loud,this guy is married and will do anything to proctect his family even sacrifice me if there is need as there is nothing binding us together and i see no reason why he has to know every litttle thing that goes on in my life. Though i might be single and looking for where to put my head but thats not to say i can not have freedom to associate with others in as much as i know what iam doing.
I had to forget my ego and pride yesterday and go looking for him,I had earlier asked a link in their company if he is around.The secretary was kind of uptight and cant blame her as she must be used to all kind of girls distubing her boss, she just said i need to have an appointment before i can see him and i was like take my note in and if he says he cant see me-its ok then.Luckily,the driver and his P.A. walked in and they talked to her and she eventually took the note in and he asked her to allow me in. As i entered his office,he was backing my view,pretending as if he was looking at something of interest through the window.Sensing that he is still feeling somehow,i walked up to where he was and knelt down,that iam sorry and did intend to make him jealous.He just looked at me and said okay but with lots of meaning.We chatted for a while though i did more of the talking and he promise to see me later today.Its really a man 's world-head or tail they win.

Men are like babies who love to be pampered and always want to be the centre of attraction.My man was with me yesterday evening to welcome me back and after all the loving,he wanted to know everything that happened at the conference and and the people i met and hope i did not mingle much with the guys.I knew he wanted to know if someone tried to get close to me,knowing that he met me too at a conference and i just laughed.I noticed he was kind of moody after that because i refused to recast everything that happened-just imagine that nonsense,the fact that iam with him despite my parent objection should let him know i care and that does not give him the right to want to know everything that happening in my life.We parted in annoyance and belief me,i have no regret.He is eating his cake and having it at the sametime which i could tolerate and he still want to cage me and monitor my life-that i will not take,he just have to trust me.

The last one week was so hectic that i did even have time to update my diary.I went for a week program in canada,initially my M.D was like the cost was too much and he just called me upper friday that the board approved it and had to go that weekend.I had little or no time to pack and do the needful.The Conference was educating and enriching,I learnt so much about new development in telecommunication in advance countries.The participants were from various countries and we had opportunities to know about happenings in other countries telecommunication wise.I made a lot of friends,both males and females and at the end of the conference,we were all like one big family.The conference wasnt just about learning,we had fun too and you can imagine me getting the attention of the men.My dear did not give me space to think of getting close to any of the guy as he kept me busy with phone calls. The guy that was pestering my life for a relationship had to ask me if iam married and just pretending that iam still single because he calls at every opportunity to assure himself that i have not taking my mother advice to look elsewhere-Men so jealous and possessive.

Thank God is friday.The week have been so hectic that i just get home,bath and eat.The higher you move on in your career,the more responsibilities and stress you have.I have been moving from one meeting to the other from the begining of the week though iam not complaining but thanking God for his favour.A lot of people see you occupying big position and never know the efforts and sacrifices you made to get there but only think your fine face does it or you probably sleeping with a big boss somewhere.I intend to rest throughout the weekend except my big man comes up with better idea of relaxation.

Parents are the same everywhere,they always want to be in charge of your life as if you are a kid.No matter how old you are or your level in life,they still want to have their way.My parent have been harassing me to come and do thanksgiving in their church which i told them i can do privately with my God.I know they just want to show off in their church and iam not into that kind of thing and knowing Anglican church for what they are,they will turn it into big event which i would not be able to control.
My mother called me on thursday that they will like me to come for the family harvest in their church and i could not refuse that and agreed to come but when i got to the church last sunday i met another thing.My parent invited all the family friends to the church to join them for my thankgiving and they were even wearing same headtie.I could not do anything than to be part of it and i wonder what would have happened if i did not ask my man not to come for the service but meet me in their house,he would have follow us to the altar and anybody could have regconise him and tell his wife and that might be too much for him.Mummy would have deliberately make him feel uncomfortable by introducing him to everybody so that i can wake up to reality but she knows he wouldnt like that. They even had a small do at home and I was so mad but had to pretend not to embarrassed them-I just call my man not to come but meet me later at home

I have been so busy with work since i got back that i could not update my diary.The trip was refeshen as i had time to relax for four days without the executive stress.I went site seeing to the historic places in paris and it brings back the memory of what my french teacher in secondary school always say"you see paris you die"though i did not die but i think i understood what he meant better. I had the opportunity to upgrade my wardrobe as i need to step up with my new designation and not with the generous allowance my man gave me.I met an old friend at Montparnasse tower who acted as my guide and show me other interesting places and of course where to get clothes,shoes and bags at reasonable prices.I really enjoyed my stay and had swell time with my dear as we never had the opportunity of being together for such a long time.